Sunday, September 25, 2005
boohoo..
i lost 200k on mahjong..
saddd..
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little do i know she isnt so well likeable to her at all..
i thought hey very gam de..
gee..
i surveyed ard..
it seems to be tt..
no much people like that bunch of peps..
yea i thought tt so..
it takes just 1 rotten apple to infect the whole baskets..
even that purest girl has been converted to a..
hmm..beelzebub..
tsk..i think she a bit of materialistic girl now..
well..i guess im not so likeable too..
duh..as im part of befire..
i guess i aint so gd after all..
*GASP!..so tt's why i didnt felt clicked to them
im purer!..
hooray..
im betta off to find my own clique..
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came across his blog..
its just nth but trash..
yeah..T-R-A-S-H..
u didnt see me wrong..
its was the 'rubbish-est' blog i've ever seen..
its nth but how moody,how restless and lax he can get..
"argh im so freaking tired,im so gonna flunk my whole exams in the world and i play bball/soccer till im nearly dead.so tired so tired..blah blah"
and guess what?he did nth to resolve this issue of this slowdown of pace..
i mean..why telling everyone ur so damm freaking tired when u did nth to slove it?..
its not like people wud like help u till ur fit and healthy again....
people just came and go in your life..
nobody wud be ur side forever..
whether its illness,death or some stupid little argument..
ah..anyway its not by business..lol..
blah!...
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i hope tml's birthday can wash away my badluck..lol..
hate today's MJ session..
maybe its fengshui de problem..
i liew all animal except cat i think..
maybe i touch ben too much..
blah..
in front like woah so many flower and animals..
but..inside its all crap..
lost lost lost...
aint gd..
but i lost de qi..
lol..
3mil-200k.. [X-X'"]
hmm..motivation for maple down again..lol..
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
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