Monday, October 03, 2005
will forgiveness actually bring happiness?
will happiness eventually led to ignorance?
will ignorance make us snobbish?
will snobbish potray us as villian?
will a villian ask for forgiveness?
will people actually forgive and forget?
well..'time' is the best answer i can say..
"learn to forgive and you'll find happiness"..
i think,maybe both parties are already forgiven
or rather..non of them wish to forgive each other..
but it doesnt matter anymore..
its too late..
*sigh..
is this my lowest point?
but come to think of it..
there's more lowest point in my life..
if this period is like the lake..
how will i 'own' the ocean in future?
will i eventually discover my green pasture?
will i able to find my princess?
will i live in happiness?
perhaps i shld live alone with pets..
at least they wouldn't leak out secrets you tell them..
gee..
how i wish i can have a puppy..
how i wish i can have a kitten..
how i wish i can have hamsters again..
how i wish i can work in a pet shop
*sigh..
i think im gonna be a failure..
in everything..
being blessed by them..
i mean the blessing was quite touching..
but,i dunno..i just totally gave up i think..
DAMM
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[11:35 pm]