Tuesday, May 23, 2006
im so sorry.deeply sorry my twin.
i shldnt have blurted out all these.
i mean.
im so sick of accusations that i NV DID.
do i look ungrateful?
do i look like i will forget u?
do i look like 2 faced person?
do i look like a hypocrite to you?
i pledge my loyalty and what i get?
guess what!
i got nth!
NTH NTH NTH NTH!
and i became passive
i stay at hm waiting for calls.
i even adopt shopping alone method to relive boredom
and what do i get?
then.
when i become initiative i get what?
talk to people in msn they also wun give a hoot abt u.
all they care is other 'impt' stuffs
alright maybe im an outsider to everyone of u.
but didnt u think frm my POV?
i treat everyone like close friends and what i GET!!!!
FUCK SIA!
and
someone. [someone with the name 'm']
find me when u need mp3s.
when u dont need ur so called 'latest' mp3s u dont even give a hoot abt me
u shld know who u are.
fuck it!does my face have the word 'mp3s' tattoed?
when i didnt wanna dl for u and u give me what kind of attitude.
dont be a selfish bastard can.
ALL I WANT IS TRUST AND RESPECT IS THAT SO FUCKING HARD!?I HATE HUMANS!
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[11:23 pm]
oooh...i so very wanted to watch x-3 and da vinci code..and the simpsons movie nxt year
i jabo-ed!
i go other place and study CKT instead.
in the end the quiz also like gonna fail kind.lol.
then.
after EFFCOMM test i went library to 'study' maths..
we did some stupid recording video..
mostly on mich jump ard lol.
and our magician show with mich and Mr.black file.
then becca and mich dunno watch what show then gei gei cry there.
becca u think i dunno why u cry ar?
LOL.
then went pool after mich
PANG SEH me.
i so NV want to BE lightblub AGAIN!
then at pool..becca saw her friends and xj saw his.
his friend's friend ar
...BHB one
and RLLY...
BHB is rlly those
BHB one.
fuck sia!.
i nv see someone play pool can action so much.
those morons.
and so i came up with my own 7 deadly sins.
nv ever be a fat person.
nv ever be a childish one
nv ever become a BHB person
nv ever become a hao lian kia
nv ever become a cheater bug
nv ever become credit thief
and nv ever do thing
i dont like to me
the end.
oh!.and im shocked that white ath is my blk neighbour.
i've nv ever seen her frm the past 7 yrs u know.
i think she is those nv go out type.LOL.
LINK ME ATH²!BOTH OF YA!
and if u find me
被動/passive instead of
主動/initiative.
dont blame.
i became this for a reason.
dejections.rejections.
so tell my why shld i be initiative to some people out there?
its too late if u found out only now.
but nvm.at least u know it now.
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[7:27 pm]