Sunday, March 05, 2006
i've nv felt so lost before..
....i hate those people whu can choose
i hate that bastard whu digs at me
i hate that bitch with ugly old freckles on her hands giving me that snobbish face..
i hate that ass with ugly red hair combed in this shitty way mocking at me..
hello people!
its not like i have shitty results and i go apply all business course k?
im nt so damm pea brain.
and abt that thing..
im used to it already..
so dont feel bad..
and ask me to go uninvited..
its the lowest class people can get when they go uninvited..
cause is like so damm obvious people doesnt want u to go or what..
and true..i dont think im gonna keep in touch with everyone what..
and ya..that trip was fun but..haiz...nvm..
its so hard being a human..
so fucking darn harddy hard..
maybe im already at the end of my journey..
i need some support..
theres a millions of reason to love her and there a millions of reason to hate him..
thats why i vowed to treat her the best in future..
oh gward..i've nv blogged with tears before..
motherly love are the best!i love her the most!
cause i know she will be there for me when i need her..
tho i might not be there for her when she needs me..
oh gward..im so guilty..
i cant stop tearing!..
things just bottled too long and i need to relase it..
*pauses....
how i wish i can be one of the rabbits i saw today..
not the paralysed one of course..
that one will die sooner or ltr..
or maybe they will fed that poor furball to that woodstock with dropping feather and rotten flesh that actually makes me wanna throw up on the bird..
..the horrid sight and the disgusting smell..
i'll rather kiss an iguana then to pat the woodstock..
wait..maybe i wouldnt even pet that ugly bird..cause one of my fingers would already been gone when i put my hands inside that hell enclosure..
anyway to commemorate today's trip..
it just give me hope to live on..
*sigh...
i miss the day when in still in the nursery..
i hate being a sappling now..
will i grow to that big tall tree eventually?
anyway...tagboard removed..
no one cares abt that and its eating up the loading time anyway..so..its offically *poofted.
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[10:38 pm]
