Saturday, June 24, 2006
as i was listening the radio just now.
i heard sth
its abt this guy who represent the whole class to search for this guy called jason
as jason loses contact with the rest of the class
and i think they only realise till today.
nah..im kidding.
lol..
they are looking for him for a class gathering..
i was thinking..is jason who deliberately disappear or what.
as u know..
we're not in the 70's for goodness sake.
no more matchstick hair.
no tight pants.
no flowery skirt
no puffy sleeves.
no more strumming guitar and act like u enjoying it
no pnt acting like a happy go lucky grp of people gg botanic garden and snaps shots with each other
or whatever it is.
will this kind of thing happened to me?
i think not.
cause sometimes i felt like im the bane of the 'grp thingy' u see..
le sigh sighs.
'they' throw people overboard once in a while
then 'they' will rescue new people and rant on those people overboard.
its like a huge mass of flies.
they have no core members.
they move ard in a huge black mass.
and..'they'.
NO!
i mustnt look back.
what for i gave myself a little makeover.
i cannot go back to my old self again.
let memories start frm 59 not 70.
maybe in 15 yrs down the road.
im laughing at how stupid i am now.
laughing at how stupid my thinking were.
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[11:27 pm]