Wednesday, September 13, 2006
the hype is over!

lol...
wishing u happybirthday 15 days in advance noel.
and fuckit.
i need to retake 2 papers.
argh.
anyway....
here's smth my juniors are going through what we,the yr'05 art student have gone through.
taken frm her blog
"Whats wrong ?? I just want to bring my canvas home.
Kept asking me stupid questions and when you know that you're wrong you din apologiseand kept finding some other question to push all blames on me.
So what you're an art teacher, what the fuck, a student has her own limite.
Firstly, when she saw me coming out of the art room, and she was at the space she shouted across
"Why are you taking two boards!""[A]'s one"
"Come here and see me"
*what the hell, it was raining but nvm, I carried my 2 boards and walked all the way to the space for her*
"Why are you taking boards home"
"I wanted to paint it at home"
"Did you ask for permission?""I came yesterday and you wasnt here"
"I'm asking you did you ask for my permission"
"No"
"You're bloody rude, pls la, dont bring in your outside problems in to my artroom"
"*blurblur*Kept silence, dont understand so din want to quarrel with her
"I said that the board must be block [paint as in the first layer] before you can bring it home right!"
"[B] they all also haven paint finish, why they can , I cant?"
"BECAUSE THEY'RE BETTER THAN YOU! And they came down everyday after school to the art room to do their work and you DIN"
*Frankly speaking, I dont think that they're more handworking than me, she said this because she had always been looking down on me. No matter what I do, it's always wrong to her. Even if it means my art is better than their, she will deny and still say their is the best*
"WHAT! I came down everyday after school, staying back to paint my art and I am always the last one to leave the class" [And the fact is, I stayed back EVERYDAY after sch and always there to paint my art whenever I'm free. Even when she was adsent again and again.]
"
Then why din you come down yesterday"
"You said that the art room is also available at 1.30 so I came at exactly 1.30 and you're not here"
*My paper ended at 9.45am and was having a headach yet I waited and waited for her for hours, I din complain when she just locked up and door and went home and yet she is fucking non-stop*
"Why [C] they all can come right after their english paper you cant"
"Because you said that we can only go at 1.30 because you have classes"
"Then why [C] they can come you cant, where were you?""I was outside[then she gave me, ya la, thats why, it's your fault] dont expect me to sit down there for hours just for you,
"But they can come now why cant you!"
"You said it yourself that the room will only be opened at 1.30pm so I came at 1.30 sharp, I am just following what you say."
"Now you can follow what i say, other you cant la"
"what other things you said and I din do?"
"Why din you come down on monday"
"I did"
"Yesterday""what! I came down and you even chase me out of the class and you said you wasn't feeling well and the class is cancelled."
"why din you knock on the door, who gave you the permission to come in"
"I followed [B] they all come in one and i even knock on the door and they din"
"Who gave you the permission to come in"
"I just followed them in."
"But who gave you the permission to come in""Why they can go into the class and I cant?"
"They're so much better than you!"
"You're bloody bias!" *walked off*
"Yes, I'm bias!"BLAST *I cant tolerate her anymore, and shouted back at her*
"THANKS GOD YOU KNOW IT"
Ok, I am kinda guilty not because I think I'm wrong, it's because I shouted at her on the teachers day.
I din want to shout at her at all if not I wun tolerate her for 2 years.
I gave her the respect her by enduring everything she had accused me of and kept silence but what the shit is that she doesn't even give a damn and kept thinking she was right.
Whats the fuck, but she is one who forced me into shouting at her in front of all the teachers.
She is really too much, whats makes a teacher to use their authority to be so bias.
And she admitted she was bias, huilin who was standing beside me from the start heard it too.
She actually pushed all blames on me, so is it also my fault when she left school early and I cant get to paint my board??
Hey! what the hell is this!
It doesn't mean a teacher can fark around like no business.
It's s shame for a teacher to malign student. "
lucky she only taught me for only 2 yrs..
if not i have to face her for like uh...3 yrs
yea..she pretty much of a fucking bitch.
one of the most rotten biatch teacher i've ever seen.
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[1:48 am]