Friday, February 17, 2006
i shld isolated myself frm human beings at the moment..
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why am i hurting inside?
it doesn't bleeds but why is it so painful?
i guess im dying..
deprived of love..
so long world..
im departing..
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[11:02 pm]
i suddenly had this vision of me being psychotherapist counseling a patient..
and she asked me what to do next,
then i joklingly..u shld kill that person..
lol..
haiz...
what should do next?
where shld i go next?
where am i now?
im lost and confused...
maybe i shld just depart this DogEatDog world..
and land me somewhere holy,white and joyful..
or a place that has hot lava,vengeance..
anyway..dammit..
my sis cant book a session of spa for me..
argh..
I need inspiration.Not just another negotiation
[1:17 pm]